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Recently, I have been finding it hard to get some z’s (lol zed’s) at night. It is 6:32 AM, had no sleep yet, and I am fully awake. Part of the cause might be my graveyard shift-ing. I’ve always managed to sleep right after graveyard shifts, though. It’s just that lately, I’ve been oversleeping after said shift? I normally wake up at 3 pm after a 11pm - 7am shift so I am like.. still tired when I wake up.

Or you know, this could be stress and just plain worrying. I’ve been ranting about college and parents in the past few million blog entries and the entries before that was me and that infatuation that just went downhill. Not too mention I’ve been really homesick lately.

Ahh there goes my alarm for school… and I’m starting to get sleepy. Oh hells no, I wanted sleep earlier not now. I have class to go to. (I might have lost it, I am taking to sleep.)

Here’s the plan for today:

• Slug through the school because I am sleepless. Get myself some coffee this morning, but that’s it. Caffeine is bad for 12 hours the most. Right, I am getting myself a venti cup of something.
• Go to Curves and stop procrastinating. Physical exercise is good.
• Stop napping. I am a chronic napper. Must stop. My naps are HOURS long, not good.
• Do some homework in between haha.
• Get myself some soothing but not annoying music (I find the sounds of waves recorded really annoying).
• And this is not related: purge my iTunes of all love songs I downloaded during that era of infatuation. Mmhhhm.

One more thing, what do you wear to a youth conference thing? Do you dress up? Or are jeans fine? I don’t know what to wear! I am going to YouthPolitiks this Friday and this is part of the things that worry me haha. Maybe I should dress up since I remember signing a from saying that is completely fine for me to get interviewed by the media. Hm.

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First session, got asked lots of awkward questions (don’t you just hate these? But hey, they have to be done, unfortunately).

Basically, if I were to summarize my whole hour of starting, I can say: I nearly died.

Like… dead died.

I guess this is what you get when you don’t exercise at all and then you go crazy with the exercising. Ah body, deal with it, it’s going to be like this for four months and hopefully more. On the plus side though, while I was walking home (thought this would be a nice way to cool down after that… and I missed my bus, yeah) I did feel good.

Bad side, I apparently weigh 9 lbs more than when I last weighed myself. Not to be all insecure here, but I don’t like it.

Agenda:

• Buy good sport bras. Boy is it annoying to have to keep on pulling your bra strap up all the time man.
• Save up money for a pair of comfy work-out pants. Local Lululemon is the go-to place for these stuff, but they’re quite pricey. There are other stores though, hmm. These two points can wait till next paycheck.
• Figure out what to eat before and after these workout sessions. I am famished!
• Keep on going to Curves! (ReminderFox helps me with this haha. There’s this bright red text on the bottom hand corner of my browser to remind me. :P)